Bitter-sweet Love
I wish the pain would numb
And my heart and soul would just move on.
But they’re determined to drown in misery it seems,
They’re in love with a dream.
They’ve wished and wished,
To be caught in bliss.
But dreams never come true,
And this i know,
Because of all the dreams I’ve ever known,
Have been ripped from my heart,
Am i supposed to live a dreamless life,
Without the love i yearn for?
I see no purpose in living it.
And i don’t really give a sh*t,
About anyone but him.((the reason of my pain))
And I don’t understand why
I’ve cried over and,
Over, over him.
Yet i still love him.
My heart is his
And there’s nothing i can do about it.
I’ve tried and tried,
To just forget him.
But i can’t…
There’s no end to this circle…
I’ve tried living with the pain…
I’ve tried ignoring it…
I’ve tried cutting through it…
I’ve tried moving on…
I’ve tried EVERYTHING,
To stop my heart and soul…
Nothing works..
Why do i have to feel this way???
Is this punishment for some sin I’ve committed,
Along the way.
Something completely unforgivable…
Something that condemns me to be denied happiness…
Denied the only thing i’ve ever wanted…love??
I beg the pain to be taken away…
But i guess you can’t take something you were born with away…
